Addiction is a Motha

I chose to share my life with the public. I have no fear or regrets on what I've done or what I'm doing because I believe in everything I do now. I value the life I currently have. I have no clue what's going to happen tomorrow, but I'm also less afraid than I was before because as long as I have a vision, support and pray a lot, I am going to wake up happy and filled with life. This new life is addicting and is powerful, but with every action there's a reaction and that can bite you in the ass.

I have mad issues, but I like a challenge. It's painful and dangerous to confront issues, to be honest with how you feel about a situation and to not hide from difficult topics to discuss, but 10-10 times you discuss it, the better you feel about it. Who knew how important communication is! 

Unless you are a true vampire or sleeping, no one likes pure darkness. The truth will set you free, but it also can come with consequences - not all the time, but sometimes. Taking someone else's feelings in to consideration (even though you are being honest) can be a really conflicting and emotional feeling to have.

The cool part about learning about yourself is that you can always change and you're never truly stuck as long as you're open to change. I need to become more open to change myself and I will do my damnedest to do so. 

"I am a sinner, who's going to probably sin again... lord forgive me.... lord forgive me for things I don't understand. Sometimes I need to be alone." - Kendrick Lamar